Time is running ahead of the thoughts. When turning around there is only pure darkness, a little ray can be seen ahead. I walk closer, the sun is peeking through the heavy clouds. I raise my arm to get a feel of the warmth from the sun in this very cold and dull fall weather. I felt it, but when the sun was setting I only felt the rain. The drops fell on my forehead, rinsing my thoughts, my life, my soul and the dark feelings inside. A slight pain could be felt when the rain was heavier and the screams inside were louder. I tried to stop the sounds from being so loud but the thoughts were screaming louder and louder to the point where everything turns black and the existence is not even existing anymore...